..:: losing him ::..

have you ever missed someone soo much u can't sleep?

i do..

when he didn't answer.. when he didn't texting.. when he didn't care..

i cuddle up in shirt just to get a glimpse of his scent.. 

i listen to his voice messages over and over again just to hear his voice..

why am i making a fool out of myself? 

maybe just because i missed him..

i'm willing to pretend that none of this had happen.. 

"how are you going to  start your life if you already have a barrier...?"

and that barrier is me.. 

awak.. maafkan saya dah porak peranda kan hidup awak..

and your future life..

saya langsung tak nak susah kan sesiapa..